Honey if I had money to give to you because I'm already there myself, I'd give it to you gladly. I'm so poor myself I'm ready to loose my computer and internet if I don't keep meeting these 2 bills, cause all I live on allowance wise the program I'm on which it does help to a certain degree but its not enough to live on, $164.00 a month. Thats it. I have no charter or tv, have the tv set but no tv, ready to loose my vcr/dvd player and some dvds in pawn metro pawn, its $52.00 right now. And it goes by the 20th. No car either to be able to get groceries, or to take animals get shots, or fixed, I feel just like you, but at least this 1 1/2 I've had a roof over my head and didn't have to sleep at the river behind a bush or behind a trash can in the alley. My husband passed away 8 months leaving me no will or insurance, no money. I don't have a job, trying to get that on line at home since I'm pending disability they won't let you get a job, so I've been waiting for that 3 1/2 yrs also, been turned down 3 times, I'm on the 4th. I am sorry for what you're going thru, I pray to Jesus for you that this season will past, God promises all the seasons we have to go thru, the turmoil, trials, we will come thru if we turn our eyes upon him, get out of ourselves and our problems, tho they're huge mountains to us, to God its an ant hill, he'll crush it in His time not ours, remember Gods timing isn't ours, so just least on and trust in the face Gods got everything to do with you in control. Beleive on that, as I do, I have to take my own talk to myself what I've said to you. God Bless and keep you and your family, I love you to don't worry, satan can't have you unless you let him, and to me when I saw your picture with the pup, I knew you know Jesus, it was on your face clear as day. Just rely on him sweetheart. God loves ya,
Orion (Crystal)
